Namasthe to all the learned astrologers,

I am a 32 yr. old woman, beautiful inside and out, and accomplished in academics and sports and many other hobbies; I come from a respectable middle class family that stresses on education, mental and physical discipline, along with refined values especially of not hurting another soul, no matter what the reason may be. I have been naively and ideally following this, even though it doesn't fit into this world or times anymore.

I got divorced last year, after serving my husband for 5 years with all my love, devotion and sacrifices of career, friends, my comforts, etc., despite the emotional abuse I got in return. I worked very hard because I grew up believing that heaven for a lady is her husband's happiness because my mother works very hard for my father and he in turn respects and loves her. I never shared my marital problems with anyone becasue I wanted everyone to be happy. So I kept adjusting and understanding my husband more and tried to fit into the wife he desired, even though most times it was sheer contradiction. But after 5 years, my health, my life, my happiness was crumbling down as I couldn't withstand such a harsh negative environment, and finally my family noticed and gave me strength to stand up and walk away, and I did. Things haven't been looking up since then. For more details, please read my post: Search for it under thread: 'mantras regarding obtaining wealth'.

I'm beginning to doubt if this is something to do with my horoscope. A very learned man in India said something about my 'kuja' being strong and that it could be misinterpreted by many as a dosha. That an astrologer should be careful to read this properly. I have no clue or understanding of all this... either with charts, or 'houses', etc. I don't know what it all means. Can you please tell me if and when I can find my love and wealth in this life.
My birth date is: June 9, 1976. Was born in Hyderabad, India. I'm not sure if the birth time is 8:55 or 8:03.

Any help will be greatly appreciated.

Regards
S