first thing, you can always attain the Supreme... and if you are so much concerned to know about things, i myself knw a BrahamGyani ( self realised ) Sant ji... u will ask the question and thy the answer be revealed onto you... but it will be gud for you to have the mantra given above and follow it for all well being ! i'll pray to the mother for her choicest of blessings on you ! maa , tc !