Dear Bhairo,

Thanks for your encouragement. I am only advising our friend who thinks tantric siddhas are that cheep - that you could find them any where commonly and any tom dick and harry could bribe them to do their petty work done by some petty money. Truth is far from that. I know this from my experiense. It is not a joke to find them let alone be one of the siddhas.

I wanted to ask you for a help for some time but was hesitant. Because I am living faraway from you and I dont know how I can manage to pay my guru dakshina to you for my request. I would ideally like to pay duely your dakshina for your help and that is why I hesitated so far.
Now that you are giving me advise let me ask you what I have in mind, -my secret desire. And I am going to ask you for your help in a specific way which you can easily do.

My Desire: I want to be a Grand Tantric Master a Grand Siddha.

To fulfill this desire I have been reading all kinds of original tantric texts and searching for Genune tantric gurus as my teacher. I have a collection of tantric texts but I have no teacher. I did not succed in finding one.

My Request to you: Can you for my sake consult any one of the approprriate deity that comes to your body -say Bhairava - for example and find out whether I will succeed in my desire ? Will I get siddhi?

If Yes which Tantric deity I should worship - which is the most favourable one to give me siddhi?

And I want this word form the god.

Will you put this problem to the god when the god comes to your body and get the answer from the god? Then I will take that god to be my guru and follow the sadana. I am tird of seeking human gurus.

I will pay your Guru dakshina in some appropriate form. Perhaps you could suggest what you want from me- perhaps some rare tantric books that are not available there I can parcel to you, or some thing else. Tell me what you want. I will see how that is arranged.

Regards,
K.Ravindran