I also want to leave this nightmarish world as I have seen a lot of suffering too. I want to know whether starving to death and thinking of Lord Narayana is a good option. I have lost all interest in living and have no desire for money, wife, job etc.

Happiness is non-existent here. What exists is only misery. If your body is not bothering you its your mind .If it is not your mind then its your body!!

Where is this non existent feeling called happiness.Thinking of Sri Vayu ,Sri Krishna only brings happiness.

Why not give up the body by fasting???